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Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
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5:40 pm - freetime! ♥♥
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And a damned lot of it! ♥
Chances are that I'll get bored doing long-overdue artsies and ficcies, so if you want to do a little RP or.. I don't know, chat, just drop me a message. ♥
List of stuff to do:
-"White Chocolate" ch. 2
-"Floodlights"
-"Untitled as of now"
-Art/fanfic project with Ciel ♥
-stuff from summertime. oh god. ;;;;
Edit:
I reserved post-series Near at crossroads. Ah, what the hell am I doing? |DD;;;
I think I'll be okay, though.
current mood:  nervous
current music: MN FST ♥
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| Monday, November 5th, 2007
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11:53 pm - Welcome.. Back? XDXD;
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| Monday, October 29th, 2007
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7:51 pm - Winnnn!
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| Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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3:15 pm - Perfect timing
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Oh, look, Cloudie's posting about her life?! NO WAI.
So there was a concert on thursday, and I ended up getting food poisoning before it. Heheh. And to make a long story short, after we played, I threw up. @w@ I don't think it's nervousness, but I could be thinking that and not really know it. XD;
And it was weird, like a part of me was watching from somewhere else. The first thing I thought while throwing up was "sorry". o__o;;;
At least it was after the concert. But still, prefect time to get food poisoning. >.>
But I have other news! I decided to make a journal for Near. ////// I don't know any coms I'm not scared of yet, though.. TwT
If you want to visit my little introduction to the RPing world, he's ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) farfromwhite . Please don't friend him, though, because I'll evetually join a com. TwT
Au Revoir~ ♥
current mood: nervous
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| Thursday, October 11th, 2007
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10:55 pm - ;o;
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Cloudie-san hasn't much time lately! -not on LJ much at all- Gomennnn! T_T
But, I have a few things I'd like to do here..
1. Make my journal look pretty. XDXD;;;
2. I want to practice my RPing... Any who would like to laugh at how bad I am, please tell me, and we can try to start something. 8D
My msn is Antique-cloud(at)hotmail.com
3. ...I REALLY want to join an RP community. Since I stalk Akane-sama, I'm slighlty jealous of the fun and wonderful logs she's done. ;; I want to do that too.
So I'll need to learn to write longer posts... 200 words at least. T__T;;
Wish me luck please? >____<;;;
current mood: Bleh
current music: Depressing Piano music. <DDDD;;;;
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| Thursday, August 9th, 2007
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9:44 pm - Because Cloudie is quiz-obsessed...
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Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results | Gregariousness | |||||| | 18% | | Sociability | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Assertiveness | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Poise | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Leadership | |||||| | 14% | | Provocativeness | ||||||||| | 26% | | Self-Disclosure | ||||||||| | 26% | | Talkativeness | ||||||||| | 22% | | Group Attachment | ||||||||| | 22% | | Extroversion | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Understanding | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Warmth | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Morality | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Pleasantness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Cooperation | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Sympathy | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Tenderness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Nurturance | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Accommodation | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 84% | | Conscientiousness | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Efficiency | ||||||||| | 22% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Purposefulness | ||||||||| | 30% | | Organization | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Rationality | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Perfectionism | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Planning | |||||||||||| | 34% | | Orderliness | ||||||||||||||| | 49% | | Stability | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Happiness | ||||||||||||||| | 46% | | Calmness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Moderation | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Toughness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Impulse Control | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Imperturbability | |||||||||||| | 38% | | Cool-headedness | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Tranquility | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 61% | | Intellect | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Ingenuity | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 74% | | Reflection | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Competence | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Quickness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Introspection | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Creativity | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Depth | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 80% |
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Take Free Advanced Big 45 Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com | Factor | | low score | high score | | Gregariousness | 18% | quiet, reclusive | engaging, socially bold | | Sociability | 70% | withdrawn, hidden | warm, open, inviting | | Assertiveness | 34% | timid, gunshy | controlling, aggressive | | Poise | 74% | uneasy around others | socially comfortable | | Leadership | 14% | stays in background | prefers to lead | | Provocativeness | 26% | modest, plays it safe | bold, uninhibited, cocky | | Self-Disclosure | 26% | private, contained | very open and revealing | | Talkativeness | 22% | quiet, stealthy, invisible | motor mouth, loud | | Group Attachment | 22% | loves solitude | prefers to be with others | | Understanding | 90% | insensitive, schizoid | respectful, sympathetic | | Warmth | 74% | disinterested in others | supportive, helpful | | Morality | 90% | break/ignore the rules | play by the rules | | Pleasantness | 86% | aloof or disagreeable | gets along with others | | Empathy | 90% | out of tune w/ others | in tune with others | | Cooperation | 90% | competitive, warlike | agreeable, peaceful | | Sympathy | 86% | socially inconsiderate | socially conscious | | Tenderness | 74% | cold hearted, selfish | warm hearted, selfless | | Nurturance | 78% | self pleasing, me first | people pleasing, me last | | Conscientiousness | 46% | reckless, unscheduled | careful, planner | | Efficiency | 22% | unreliable, lazy | finisher, follows through | | Dutifulness | 66% | leisurely, derelict | strict, rule abiding | | Purposefulness | 30% | inattentive, undisciplined | prepared, focused | | Organization | 74% | relaxed, oblivious | detail oriented, anal | | Cautiousness | 54% | impulsive, spendthrift | restrained, cautious | | Rationality | 50% | irrational, random | direct, logical | | Perfectionism | 66% | careless, error prone | detail obsessed | | Planning | 34% | disorganized, random | scheduled, clean | | Stability | 82% | easily frustrated | calm, cool, unphased | | Happiness | 46% | unhappy, dissatisfied | self content, positive | | Calmness | 74% | touchy, volatile | even tempered, tolerant | | Moderation | 66% | needs instant gratification | easily delays gratification | | Toughness | 66% | hypersensitive, moody | thick skinned | | Impulse Control | 82% | lacks self control | maintains composure | | Imperturbability | 38% | highly emotional | emotionally contained | | Cool-headedness | 42% | demanding, controlling | accommodating | | Tranquility | 54% | emotionally volatile | emotionally neutral | | Intellect | 86% | instinctive, non-analytical | intellectual, analytical | | Ingenuity | 74% | lacks new ideas | innovative, novel | | Reflection | 86% | unreflective, coarse | art and beauty lover | | Competence | 70% | slow to understand/think | intellectual, brainy | | Quickness | 66% | intellectually dependent | intellectually independent | | Introspection | 90% | not self reflective | self searching | | Creativity | 70% | dull headed | synthesizer, iconoclast | | Imagination | 90% | practical, realistic | dreamer, unrealistic | | Depth | 90% | lacks curiosity | mental explorer |
Take Free Advanced Big 45 Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com Creativity 70%!?!?!? -dies- Noooo!!! ;oooooo;
I like the imagination percent though. :3
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.......Hm. Happiness, 46%?...
current mood:  drained
current music: メロ - 春速ライナ
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| Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
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5:48 pm - *looks at to-do list* (Number nineteen, icon posting)
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...DEATH!! x.x;;;; It's almost a fecking page long! ~~~x.x;
I'd love it if someone reminds me every hour or so that I'm procrastinating. <D Like conscience.
But anyways, I posted the full first chapter of "White Chocolate" of DeviantArt~! My screename there is AntiqueGuard. <33~
I haven't gotten that many comments on it.. T3T; -is getting discouraged-
But that's okay. 8D I showed it to almost everyone that I knew who would like it before I posted it on DevArt. And I've already started Hand-writing the last chapter. (Chapter two, ftw. ;; ) >w<~
So far I have ten pages in all.. o.o;
And look what Ciel made for me!!!! >/////////<~<333
( OF COURSE I DO, MELLO! D> )
Oh, if anyone wants icons/banners made for them, just tell me~ I'm as bored as heck when I'm not making something. ;;
I'll put samples here too...
Note: If it isn't a gift, you can use it, but give credit and comment please~
I would rather keep these to myself, but I felt like showing off. ;;;;;;;;;;
( DesuNote Iconage! )
current mood:  bored
current music: Plastic Tree -- Planetarium
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| Monday, July 9th, 2007
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4:11 pm - Nia-tan's shirt and White Chocolate~!
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We went to the mall yesterday~ I took lots of photos~ 8DDD I'll post them later, as I need to rant about I new shirt. <33
It's just like Nia-tann's!! The material is like I would've thought it would be and the sleeves have buttons so you can leave them open like Nia-tan does~ And it's got cuffs and everything! It's just like Nia-tans~!!!
EXCEPT THAT IT'S BLACK.
-cries-
Well anyhow, I finished with the first chapter of "White Chocolate"~!!! <33
I'll post a little bit here, but if you want to read the whole thing, just email me. ;3 It's about five pages. ;;;
current mood:  chipper
current music: Plastic Tree -- Planetarium / Yuki Hotaru
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| Friday, July 6th, 2007
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4:19 pm - Gift artsy and Other stuff~
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The fourth of July was.. Two days ago. 8D All we really did was watch the fireworks. And the day after, I went shopping with Prince XT and her french cousin. It was fun, but I had to watch Mattie-kins most of the time. >.>
...No, not Mail Jeevas. My brother. *o*
sob
current mood:  contemplative
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| Saturday, June 30th, 2007
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11:48 am - Screenie~
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| Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
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4:13 pm
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...Probably the only person who'll read this is Penko-san, but oh well. xD
I can't leave this empty spot here forever...
YATTA. Therefore, I suppose I'll introduce myself to the LJ community..?
-coughs- Well, Hello. You can call me "Cloudie" or "Pear" or something else if you can think of a nickname. 8B
I know for a fact that in the past I've been called: "Plum" "Pearrie" "PearBear" and some others I've forgotten. 8D
Hu, I can sketch pretty well and lately, I've only been able to do NearMello Fanart. 8DD How odd, ne?
I can also do some digital graphic-ing. But I'm too lazy to make my own avatars. *o*; So, if you see one I haven't given credit to, please tell me~! <3
..Penko-san told me that the DN community here is really nice.. Nya, I want to meet people~! ~~@.@ -falls-
On another note, Cloudie is on these sites;
Gaiaonline -- C O L D C L O U D N I N E
DeviantArt -- AntiqueGuard
My name here is just short for "Antique". xD I love words with "ique" in them. And "esque".
Heehee. I guess that's all for now, ne~? <3
OH, but before I forget, I'll post the outline of that MelloNear fanfic I owe someone. <3
Penko-san, Zukichan gave me an idea! So the ending has changed a little! *o*
OUTLINE
Title; White Chocolate
Setting; Wammy's house orphenage. (I think)
Pairing: Mello x Near (BL, Beware)
POV: Mello
WARNINGS; Shounen ai! (Boylove) Worksafe (Just a kiss~) Mild Language.. Maybe? o.o;;
Outline;
End of class; The teacher calls Mello to the desk after class concerning Mello's
obsession about beating Near. Mello, ever over emotional, storms off, and blames it
on Near (Of course).He runs into Near in the kitchen, who was making some sort of
dessert, and thus restarting Mello's rage. In his anger. Mello grabs the bowl of dough
and knocks it to the ground, spilling the contents. Near shows A TINY SPLINTER of
what might be emotion, but quickly reverts to his usual self and makes a calm statment,
infuriating Mello further... An arguement starts and ends with Mello, and Near with
"Do as you wish,". Mello later thinks about the arguement and the TINY SPLINTER of
what might be emotion that Near showed, but Matt interrupts to show Mello his new game,
and Mello dismisses the thought. ........
The next evening, Mello sneaks out for a midnight snack (Coughchocolatecough), and finds Near tasting a
chocolate cake in the kitchen. Near is surprized by Mello and accidentally drops his
spoon and the chocolate frosting gets on his shirt. He emotionlessly takes a napkin
and wipes the spot andthe floor, while Mello asks him what he is doing. Near replies
quietly with, "It doesn't concern you,". Mello doesn't hear at all, as the smell of
chocolate cake entices him. He asks Near whether or not he made it. Near doesn't reply,
but his usually white face is very slightly tinged a pink colour, and his breath
scented with chocolate. Mello, still entoxicated by the scent, steps closer...
He takes another step..... When He opens his eyes, his face is right next to Near's,
both now blushing like mad. Mello falls victim to temptation and.... Kisses Near.
(?!?!<3) Near tries to stop Mello, but he soon stops struggling as well; he can't
change the fact that he's enjoying Mello's kiss~ --And then a knock on the door;
It's Roger, oh noes! Mello breaks the kiss, and quickly catches his breath, while
Near puts his emotionless mask on again (Or maybe it was on the whole time..?)
Roger steps in and questions the two as to why they were in the kitchen so late
at night. Mello replies that he wanted a glass of water, but Near stays silent,
twirling his hair. Roger sighs and sends the two to bed. They silently walk back
to their rooms together, until Mello breaks the silence with "..Near.. You're just
like white chocolate,". Near shows no reaction, twirling his hair as always...
"..Thankyou.." Mello, being the over emotional he is, is annoyed. "That's it?"
The two are silent from there after, but Mello steals a quick glance before they part.
........
Mello wakes up to find Matt attacking him with pillows the next morning. "Wake up,
idiot! You're going to be late for class!" Mello throws Matt a friendly punch on
the shoulder. "So are you, dumbass!" Both laugh in unsion. Then Matt speaks up.
"Hey Mello, we'll do something after class for your birthday, okay?" At first, Mello
is clueless, but he suddenly remembers what day is was. He thanks Matt and both of
them hurry to class. Mello barely makes it to class on time, and he apoligizes to
the teacher. He goes to take a seat in his desk... And on the desk sits a
delicious chocolate cake...
...With white chocolate shavings...
>> END
...And look what Ciel (<33333) made for mee~!!
She's so sweet~ ;_____; <33
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How the heck do I put a nice head banner for myself? o____o I lose at CSS. x.x
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