Love Notes in Crayon ♥

freetime! ♥♥

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 23:45:24 GMT

And a damned lot of it! ♥

Chances are that I'll get bored doing long-overdue artsies and ficcies, so if you want to do a little RP or.. I don't know, chat, just drop me a message. ♥

List of stuff to do:

-"White Chocolate" ch. 2
-"Floodlights"
-"Untitled as of now"
-Art/fanfic project with Ciel ♥
-stuff from summertime. oh god. ;;;;

Edit:
I reserved post-series Near at crossroads. Ah, what the hell am I doing? |DD;;;
I think I'll be okay, though.

Welcome.. Back? XDXD;

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 05:54:40 GMT

Neeee, everyone, I want to welcome Ciel back to LJ XD

You should visit her and leave her a nice comment~♥

nocakeforyou

Winnnn!

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 01:52:19 GMT

Hahaha, I got worked up over nothing. I was accepted into memento_eden ♥ But what's interesting is that Near's roommate... Is a vampire. ... ... ... ...... XDXDXD -very amused- Ahahaha! Mello, you should save Near before he gets killed~ ♥ I mean, how can you resist taking a sip out of that.. beautiful, pale skin... (Not trying to be racist or anything. I'm just talking about Near. @w@) Near is such a tease. ♥ (Poor, poor Silv. ) I think I'll have him do some research on the place, then start planning for an occupation.. And introduce himself to his roommate. >D I can't wait to see what happens~ Kekekeke...

Perfect timing

Sun, 21 Oct 2007 20:25:51 GMT

Oh, look, Cloudie's posting about her life?! NO WAI.

So there was a concert on thursday, and I ended up getting food poisoning before it. Heheh. And to make a long story short, after we played, I threw up. @w@ I don't think it's nervousness, but I could be thinking that and not really know it. XD;
And it was weird, like a part of me was watching from somewhere else. The first thing I thought while throwing up was "sorry". o__o;;;
At least it was after the concert. But still, prefect time to get food poisoning. >.>

But I have other news! I decided to make a journal for Near. ////// I don't know any coms I'm not scared of yet, though.. TwT

If you want to visit my little introduction to the RPing world, he's farfromwhite . Please don't friend him, though, because I'll evetually join a com. TwT

Au Revoir~ ♥

;o;

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:01:47 GMT

Cloudie-san hasn't much time lately! -not on LJ much at all- Gomennnn! T_T

But, I have a few things I'd like to do here..

1. Make my journal look pretty. XDXD;;;

2. I want to practice my RPing... Any who would like to laugh at how bad I am, please tell me, and we can try to start something. 8D

My msn is Antique-cloud(at)hotmail.com

3. ...I REALLY want to join an RP community. Since I stalk Akane-sama, I'm slighlty jealous of the fun and wonderful logs she's done. ;; I want to do that too.

So I'll need to learn to write longer posts... 200 words at least. T__T;;

Wish me luck please? >____<;;;

Because Cloudie is quiz-obsessed...

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 02:51:36 GMT

Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results

Gregariousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	18%
Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Poise	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Leadership	\|\|\|\|\|\|	14%
Provocativeness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Self-Disclosure	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Talkativeness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Group Attachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Understanding	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Warmth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Pleasantness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Tenderness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Nurturance	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	84%
Conscientiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Efficiency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	22%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Purposefulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Organization	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Rationality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Planning	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	49%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Happiness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Moderation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Toughness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Impulse Control	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Imperturbability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Cool-headedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Tranquility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	61%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Ingenuity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Reflection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Competence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Quickness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Introspection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Creativity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Depth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%

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Factor		low score	high score
Gregariousness	18%	quiet, reclusive	engaging, socially bold
Sociability	70%	withdrawn, hidden	warm, open, inviting
Assertiveness	34%	timid, gunshy	controlling, aggressive
Poise	74%	uneasy around others	socially comfortable
Leadership	14%	stays in background	prefers to lead
Provocativeness	26%	modest, plays it safe	bold, uninhibited, cocky
Self-Disclosure	26%	private, contained	very open and revealing
Talkativeness	22%	quiet, stealthy, invisible	motor mouth, loud
Group Attachment	22%	loves solitude	prefers to be with others
Understanding	90%	insensitive, schizoid	respectful, sympathetic
Warmth	74%	disinterested in others	supportive, helpful
Morality	90%	break/ignore the rules	play by the rules
Pleasantness	86%	aloof or disagreeable	gets along with others
Empathy	90%	out of tune w/ others	in tune with others
Cooperation	90%	competitive, warlike	agreeable, peaceful
Sympathy	86%	socially inconsiderate	socially conscious
Tenderness	74%	cold hearted, selfish	warm hearted, selfless
Nurturance	78%	self pleasing, me first	people pleasing, me last
Conscientiousness	46%	reckless, unscheduled	careful, planner
Efficiency	22%	unreliable, lazy	finisher, follows through
Dutifulness	66%	leisurely, derelict	strict, rule abiding
Purposefulness	30%	inattentive, undisciplined	prepared, focused
Organization	74%	relaxed, oblivious	detail oriented, anal
Cautiousness	54%	impulsive, spendthrift	restrained, cautious
Rationality	50%	irrational, random	direct, logical
Perfectionism	66%	careless, error prone	detail obsessed
Planning	34%	disorganized, random	scheduled, clean
Stability	82%	easily frustrated	calm, cool, unphased
Happiness	46%	unhappy, dissatisfied	self content, positive
Calmness	74%	touchy, volatile	even tempered, tolerant
Moderation	66%	needs instant gratification	easily delays gratification
Toughness	66%	hypersensitive, moody	thick skinned
Impulse Control	82%	lacks self control	maintains composure
Imperturbability	38%	highly emotional	emotionally contained
Cool-headedness	42%	demanding, controlling	accommodating
Tranquility	54%	emotionally volatile	emotionally neutral
Intellect	86%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Ingenuity	74%	lacks new ideas	innovative, novel
Reflection	86%	unreflective, coarse	art and beauty lover
Competence	70%	slow to understand/think	intellectual, brainy
Quickness	66%	intellectually dependent	intellectually independent
Introspection	90%	not self reflective	self searching
Creativity	70%	dull headed	synthesizer, iconoclast
Imagination	90%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Depth	90%	lacks curiosity	mental explorer

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Creativity 70%!?!?!? -dies- Noooo!!! ;oooooo;
I like the imagination percent though. :3
....
.......Hm. Happiness, 46%?...

looks at to-do list (Number nineteen, icon posting)

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 23:58:35 GMT

...DEATH!! x.x;;;; It's almost a fecking page long! ~~~x.x;

I'd love it if someone reminds me every hour or so that I'm procrastinating. <D Like conscience.

But anyways, I posted the full first chapter of "White Chocolate" of DeviantArt~! My screename there is AntiqueGuard. <33~

I haven't gotten that many comments on it.. T3T; -is getting discouraged-

But that's okay. 8D I showed it to almost everyone that I knew who would like it before I posted it on DevArt. And I've already started Hand-writing the last chapter. (Chapter two, ftw. ;; ) >w<~
So far I have ten pages in all.. o.o;

And look what Ciel made for me!!!! >/////////<~<333

She made it for me because I made her a bunch of banners for her webbie. *wwwwwwwww*~<3 They're not that good, though... ;______;;;;;;

Oh, if anyone wants icons/banners made for them, just tell me~ I'm as bored as heck when I'm not making something. ;;

I'll put samples here too...

Note: If it isn't a gift, you can use it, but give credit and comment please~

~~I would rather keep these to myself, but I felt like showing off. ;;;;;;;;;;~~

(Lots of Mello Love! He's just so photogenic, so of course he makes good icons. <3 I'm not saying Near doesn't but you know... It's M E L L O.)
* = Bases by
+ = Art by Ciel (Deviantart: nocakeforyou) -Don't worry, I have her permission. >w<-

* * * <--96x96
* * * <--Inspired by another icon *D*

Gift icons/banners
Please do not steal these~! They're gifts for others only! Besides, you can just ask me for one. ;D

+ +

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The above are for Ciel~! >w<~ So much MattMello love~ *www*

This one's the head banner for a layout I'm supposed to be making. =w=;; The person asked for
"Sweet lolita" theme.. I'm not smart with that kind of stuff, but I knew she like "Alice in Wonderland" and I happened to have done a lot of research on that for other stuff~ Whoever can guess the artist of the picture I used gets a... Something. <D

(Brushes listed below)

THIS. This was a a gift to ~~myself and~~ a friend. We were doing a joint thread on Gaia, but I don't go there much, and she didn't post in it that much, so it kind of withered and died. x.x;

Brushes from;

www.angelic-trust.net <----Not a lot of people know that I'm a Lain fan. >w<~ Brushes are love. ♥
www.rebel-heart.net
www.seishido.biz <----These brushes are love too! ♥
www.kloud-nine.com

...I think I'm done. <DD

Nia-tan's shirt and White Chocolate~!

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 21:25:05 GMT

We went to the mall yesterday~ I took lots of photos~ 8DDD I'll post them later, as I need to rant about I new shirt. <33

It's just like Nia-tann's!! The material is like I would've thought it would be and the sleeves have buttons so you can leave them open like Nia-tan does~ And it's got cuffs and everything! It's just like Nia-tans~!!!

EXCEPT THAT IT'S BLACK.

-cries-

Well anyhow, I finished with the first chapter of "White Chocolate"~!!! <33
I'll post a little bit here, but if you want to read the whole thing, just email me. ;3 It's about five pages. ;;;

_________White Chocolate: First _______________________________________________________

"And remember that your nine-page case study on Autism is due tomorrow. Class is dismissed."

For any average fourteen-year-old, this would’ve been too much to handle. Not for me, though. Relaxed, I leaned back on my chair. Nothing to do after this… And that meant boredom.

"Hey Matt, are you finished with your report yet?"

No reply came. The Redhead was too engrossed with his Gameboy SP to notice. Typical Matt. I sighed.

"MATT!"

This time the boy jumped a few inches off his seat. He turned to look at me, revealing the words, "GAME OVER" on his screen. Keh. He should’ve paid attention.

"Well? Are you?"

The Redhead blinked a few times, then answered.

"I think I have a page left."

"Well you’d better finish fast, ‘cause I’ve got nothing to do."

And little Matty-kins looked at me in shock.

"Are you seriously done with everything?"

Hell yes. Of course I was. No slacker could ever outdo Near, number one.

I shot him a dangerous smirk.

"And what’s so surprising about that?"

Matt gave a nervous chuckle.

"Sorry, I forget you’re number two sometimes."

Being third, Matt was smart enough not try to start an argument with me. Maybe that’s why we got along so well.

"So my room at six?"

"Whatever you say."

Matt was starting another game. Again. I rolled my eyes and got up to leave the classroom.

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I'd ~~need~~ love feedback from everyone!... Though only a few people will read this. ;___;

Gift artsy and Other stuff~

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 21:31:58 GMT

The fourth of July was.. Two days ago. 8D All we really did was watch the fireworks. And the day after, I went shopping with Prince XT and her french cousin. It was fun, but I had to watch Mattie-kins most of the time. >.>

...No, not Mail Jeevas. My brother. *o*

~~sob~~

Forgive me, Penko-san, but I kill when I colour. And I can't draw like you can. ;____;

But I wanted to give you something too~! >w<~
OH! I have another surprize idea. But I'll wait for the right time. >w<

...Eeeee, poor Near-tan. ;___;
He seems so sad without Mello...

Screenie~

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 16:53:02 GMT

8DDDNot much to say, today. I just want to show off this...

Near, my prince!

...Er, princess. <3

EDIT;
ROFL, NEAR IS FLIRTING. 8DDD

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 21:36:54 GMT

...Probably the only person who'll read this is Penko-san, but oh well. xD
I can't leave this empty spot here forever...

YATTA. Therefore, I suppose I'll introduce myself to the LJ community..?

-coughs- Well, Hello. You can call me "Cloudie" or "Pear" or something else if you can think of a nickname. 8B
I know for a fact that in the past I've been called: "Plum" "Pearrie" "PearBear" and some others I've forgotten. 8D

Hu, I can sketch ~~pretty well~~ and lately, I've only been able to do NearMello Fanart. 8DD How odd, ne?

I can also do some digital graphic-ing. But I'm too lazy to make my own avatars. *o*; So, if you see one I haven't given credit to, please tell me~! <3

..Penko-san told me that the DN community here is really nice.. Nya, I want to meet people~! ~~@.@ -falls-

On another note, Cloudie is on these sites;

Gaiaonline -- C O L D C L O U D N I N E
DeviantArt -- AntiqueGuard

My name here is just short for "Antique". xD I love words with "ique" in them. And "esque".

Heehee. I guess that's all for now, ne~? <3

OH, but before I forget, I'll post the outline of that MelloNear fanfic I owe someone. <3

Penko-san, Zukichan gave me an idea! So the ending has changed a little! *o*

OUTLINE
Title; White Chocolate
Setting; Wammy's house orphenage. (I think)
Pairing: Mello x Near (BL, Beware)
POV: Mello
WARNINGS; Shounen ai! (Boylove) Worksafe (Just a kiss~) Mild Language.. Maybe? o.o;;

Outline;
End of class; The teacher calls Mello to the desk after class concerning Mello's
obsession about beating Near. Mello, ever over emotional, storms off, and blames it
on Near (Of course).He runs into Near in the kitchen, who was making some sort of
dessert, and thus restarting Mello's rage. In his anger. Mello grabs the bowl of dough
and knocks it to the ground, spilling the contents. Near shows A TINY SPLINTER of
what might be emotion, but quickly reverts to his usual self and makes a calm statment,
infuriating Mello further... An arguement starts and ends with Mello, and Near with
"Do as you wish,". Mello later thinks about the arguement and the TINY SPLINTER of
what might be emotion that Near showed, but Matt interrupts to show Mello his new game,
and Mello dismisses the thought. ........

The next evening, Mello sneaks out for a midnight snack (Coughchocolatecough), and finds Near tasting a
chocolate cake in the kitchen. Near is surprized by Mello and accidentally drops his
spoon and the chocolate frosting gets on his shirt. He emotionlessly takes a napkin
and wipes the spot andthe floor, while Mello asks him what he is doing. Near replies
quietly with, "It doesn't concern you,". Mello doesn't hear at all, as the smell of
chocolate cake entices him. He asks Near whether or not he made it. Near doesn't reply,
but his usually white face is very slightly tinged a pink colour, and his breath
scented with chocolate. Mello, still entoxicated by the scent, steps closer...
He takes another step..... When He opens his eyes, his face is right next to Near's,
both now blushing like mad. Mello falls victim to temptation and.... Kisses Near.
(?!?!<3) Near tries to stop Mello, but he soon stops struggling as well; he can't
change the fact that he's enjoying Mello's kiss~ --And then a knock on the door;
It's Roger, oh noes! Mello breaks the kiss, and quickly catches his breath, while
Near puts his emotionless mask on again (Or maybe it was on the whole time..?)
Roger steps in and questions the two as to why they were in the kitchen so late
at night. Mello replies that he wanted a glass of water, but Near stays silent,
twirling his hair. Roger sighs and sends the two to bed. They silently walk back
to their rooms together, until Mello breaks the silence with "..Near.. You're just
like white chocolate,". Near shows no reaction, twirling his hair as always...
"..Thankyou.." Mello, being the over emotional he is, is annoyed. "That's it?"
The two are silent from there after, but Mello steals a quick glance before they part.
........

Mello wakes up to find Matt attacking him with pillows the next morning. "Wake up,
idiot! You're going to be late for class!" Mello throws Matt a friendly punch on
the shoulder. "So are you, dumbass!" Both laugh in unsion. Then Matt speaks up.
"Hey Mello, we'll do something after class for your birthday, okay?" At first, Mello
is clueless, but he suddenly remembers what day is was. He thanks Matt and both of
them hurry to class. Mello barely makes it to class on time, and he apoligizes to
the teacher. He goes to take a seat in his desk... And on the desk sits a
delicious chocolate cake...

...With white chocolate shavings...

>> END

...And look what Ciel (<33333) made for mee~!!

She's so sweet~ ;_____; <33

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EDIT!!
How the heck do I put a nice head banner for myself? o____o I lose at CSS. x.x